
I love our new table. Yeah, Its an old wooden table, it’s once white paint has almost all faded away but you can tell it was once painted and it was once white. I love the way the wood is showing trough the many scratches and worn out spots on the old paint. There are a few deep dents and carvings which show that this table has been used to more than just serving tee. Nevertheless, despite the obvious age and pain it has gone through, it still looks beautiful. I don’t know what we are most proud about this table, if because its still so beautiful and solid even though it has been through so much or if we are proud because we bargained and got a great deal on it. Anyways, it is great to finally have a table again. Dani and I had been living in other people’s homes since January. God told us to move to Londrina and we did, we moved here in June but God only gave us our apartment now, in November. It was hard for my wife and I not to have our own place and privacy all these months. It was hard to live in other people’s homes and not me able to walk around comfortably in our pajamas anytime we liked or wake up in the middle of the night and go say “hello” to whatever was in the fridge. It was hard, but it was a great lesson on “detachment”. Yes, yet another lesson we learned from our God and Father. Dada is so good, see, he doesn’t spoil us by giving us everything easy and when we want it. No, he gives us a hard time, he doesn’t give us what we want, he gives us exactly what we need to become more into his likeness.
Contrary to what a lot of preachers have been teaching today, God is not concerned with our comfort, with the car we drive, with the house we live, with luxury or natural worldly greatness. Those things are good but they should be just side effects of a life of greatness and greatness, in God’s eyes, is to reflect his character and will. If he was Jesus would not have been born in a barn surrounded by animal droppings and hay. God is concerned in making you and I look like him in the inside, to have a heart like he does, to be pure and holy as he is, to be patient as he is and to make us realize that our time in this world is just a transition to the heavens where we’ll live with Him forever.
This world is not where we are supposed to live clothed in royalty, our royalty is not of this world. We are of royal blood, yes, the royal blood of Jesus which was spilt for man. He was the king of kings, nevertheless he said it himself, Jesus said, “My kingdom is not of this world. If it were, my servants would fight to prevent my arrest by the Jews. But now my kingdom is from another place.” Jesus had come from heaven, before his life on this Earth he had been, he had a life in heaven, he already was. So, the reality of Heaven for Jesus was clear. For us, it’s just by faith, we hope and believe in heaven and that we’ll have there all the things God promised he’d prepare for us, but for Jesus, it was not a hope, it was not faith, it was experience. He had lived in heaven, in fact he built it. He knew that his life in this world was just a season and the body he lived in was just a vessel. This assurance, this knowledge of who he really was, King of the everlasting Zion, totally affected the perspective he had of this world.
This is God’s main goal in our lives, to draw us closer to Him, to open our eyes to the fragility and “ephemeralism” of this world and to help us internalize, discern, experience and understand the reality of his everlasting kingdom.That is why so many people misunderstand God and suffer. They become angry and bitter with God due to the loss of a loved one of when they suffer in this world. Christianity today is so fragile. In this last age the leaders of the occidental church have fed us with so many wrong teachings about God and about Christianity should be about that we have our concepts all distorted. We have been taught that God is a god of love, that he loves us and cares for us and that all things will work together for our good and so on and so forth. Yes, this is all true, but love is just one of the attributes of an almighty being which by the power of his voice created the universe, a being so humongous in essence and so incomprehensible in his totality and fullness that the only attempt to understand how is it possible that the universe he has created no beginning and no end blows away or minds. God has many other attributes besides love. For example, justice, righteousness and holiness. But we only hear about his love and we get confused and suffer when we lose something of when something does not work out the way we thought it should have. Detachment… it is a consequence of death. When you die, you detach your true self from your phisical body and from everything in this physical world and we enter the everlating real world where Jesus waits for us. He wants us to do exactly that, to die:
“Then Jesus said to his disciples, “If anyone would come after me, he must deny himself and take up his cross and follow me.” Mat 16.24
“… And anyone who does not take his cross and follow me is not worthy of me.” Mat 10.38 And about detachment of this world, he made it clear…
“Anyone who loves his father or mother more than me is not worthy of me; anyone who loves his son or daughter more than me is not worthy of me.” Mat 10.37
“And if someone wants to sue you and take your tunic, let him have your cloak as well.” Mat 5.40
“Give to the one who asks you, and do not turn away from the one who wants to borrow from you.” Mat 5.42
Jesus was awesome, his lifestyle and his message confronted most of the religious people of his days. It wouldn’t be much different if he walked on the earth today. He won’t do that today, I mean, come in the flesh again and manifest himself as a man, do you know why? Because now he’s counting on us to do so.
Love ya!
Edd Rock